Just want to say how appreciative I am to have an outlet like this to express my thoughts. It’s away for me to let my feelings out. It is a form of journaling for me in hopes also that maybe someone else can of say….hey I can kind of can relate and thank you for sharing because I thought I was the only one.

There is no judgment here from me. The fact is I believe there are many of us that feel broken on different levels and we are just looking for a way to let it out. We are just trying to figure this shit out! We don’t need someone to solve it for us…we just need to find out how to save ourselves and hear our own voice and how that directs us. We just need to know that….because we know ourselves…..we can know others.

We need to understand that sometimes what we’ve been taught to believe is true for us by others..just isn’t really true for us. We are all individuals looking to live the best lives that we an individually live. And ones that mean the most to each of us on different levels.

A few years ago I was broken and lost. Rather than go into details…it was just one of those things where making it through the day and putting on a brave face was a victory for me. I was merely surving.

I’m far from perfect now but in 2018…I was a train wreck! I admit it! I was toxic to my wife, no relationship to my kids, I had a house I just lived in…but slept on an air matress by myself in the basement for the previous 2 years.

I felt empty, unwanted, alone, and constantly thinking I can’t believe who I’ve become. I was rudderless without direction and I didn’t know how to save myself or where to begin.

A blog site like what I’m doing here allows me to share in real time how I’m feeling or what Im going through. Its also a form of anxiety management.

This site is an intentional tool that I use to manage my fullfillment/spiritual side of my Journey.

Thank you for listening! Thank you for liking. Thanking for not judging. Thank you for just being present with me. I appreciate you all.

Love coming at you!

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!

This is where it started for me!

October of 2018 started my path of change. This song Mysterium by the Artist Hammock, was presented to me in an online course that moved me to the core.

At the time I was 40lbs over weight, hurting emotionally, disconnected from my wife and sleeping on an air matress in the basement for 3 years. I was disconnected from myself spiritually, in debt up to my eyeballs, I disliked myself, I felt like every day if just made it through the day it was a win.

I was hurting, I felt unwanted, unloved, unworthy, and paranoid of what others thought about me. (All this was a result of my own actions and was my fault)

One day In October of 2018 I felt the world closing in on me and I needed help and needed to make a change. I was so far down the only place to go was up. But it was up to me.

The hardest part of changing your life is knowing that you know it’s going to take a long time to fix what you’ve broken and taken for granted for so long. That’s why you’ll have to know how badly you want to change and then it will still only be up to you and how committed you are.

In most cases, the decision to change will only happen when the pain becomes to great to remain the same. Then you’ll need to keep focused on why your changing and who you want to become.

Are you ready to change the areas you need to change? Or is the pain not great enough yet? Perhaps there’s something you need to fix now before the pain becomes to great?

What is that area for you?

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!

I’ve Been Away For A Bit!

So you may or may not have noticed. Most likely you havn’t noticed. I haven’t blogged in a few weeks or even kept up much with my other social media outlets.

Yes I will say the voice had begun to go dark for me a bit. This is the voice that speaks to you and I when we are connected daily to our thoughts and the universe. What that is for you….you hear it and it tells you things.

For some its God, for others its a higher power, source, universe, …you name it.

In the daily game of balancing Family, Faith(spirituality), Fitness, and Finances there are goals that we set that some days take priority to level up in. Leveling up in these areas, that need leveling, then will influence the other areas your life.

Sometimes certain areas of your life need to be put on pause in order to go war and level up in other areas. This is perfectly fine when its done intentionally. When its not done intentionally is when are really operating in life without a rudder.

For me my time away the last few weeks was to level up in business and finances. It was a voice I heard that said….ITS GO TIME! PUT THE OTHER AREAS ON PAUSE A BIT!

Know that it’s ok to pause a bit in one area in order to level up in another. After all it’s intentional and therefore serves your overall purpose and who you see yourself becoming.

QUESTION: Are there any areas in your life you need to put on pause so you can level up in another?

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt.

Pulling Back In One Area To Fix Another

What most need to figure out on a daily basis to understand what they want to accomplish on that particular day.

For many, whether your Single, Married, Man, or Female, you are trying to juggle and find balance in your relationships, jobs, finances, and spirituality (Whatever that is for you).

Consider our goal should be a great as we can be in all those areas to be in complete balance and on target and clear as to who you are, what you want to become, and how you want to be towards others.

Keep in mind it’s okay to pull back in one area a bit in order to seek realignment in another area of your life.


Recognize though that you will have to pull back (transfer focus) sometimes in one area of your life in order to slingshot yourself ahead in another. Then mesh them all together for the new you!

I’d love to hear your comments, thoughts, and feedback on this.

Where are some instances you’ve had to pull back in order to refocus on another area of your life?

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!

Forgive Yourself

Now more than ever.

Current events have really cemented my belief.
On how important it is to find true peace with yourself.


*You like the journey your on
*You can feel comfortable,with your own thoughts when you or forced to be quarantined.
*You can see the good all around you that can be learned and taken. Even in the midst of so much pain, heartbreak, and chaos.
*Understanding You can control only how you yourself respond.
*Understanding that, no matter how dark the valley we walk through, we are still not victims. But we have the ability to INTENTIONALLY choose.


Its not about being perfect and being in control every second and minute of the day.

Its about net growth. About forgiving yourself and not beating yourself up about thoughts, stories, and feelings that flood your mind.

What it is about….is recognizing those triggers and thoughts, and then being able to climb your way out of them and back onto your path.

So don’t beat yourself up. Forgive yourself and move forward.

Where in your current situation are you not forgiving yourself for feeling what your feeling?

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt! πŸ–€

Only Pain Causes Change

Pillar I. of Clarity is Seek.

Here’s what is interesting about what I call to SEEK. We start to SEEK in our own lives when we are desperate for a change. Seeking is the beginning of a journey and understanding that you will be starting the HUNT for your truth. This Truth is yours. It’s your path and everyone else will have there own. A calling and a voice that tells you to GO! There are some this doesn’t apply to, but there are also many that aren’t aware of how much self-care and self-awareness play important roles in the expansion of their lives.

The truth is that for many the pain of not needing to do anything different in their lives to change just isn’t great enough. And that is a good thing for those that don’t need to. I’m of the thought that most everyone has an area that they avoid confronting change. They ignore that area and act like everything is fine. Unfortunately the reality is that the pain in that area of their life just isn’t great enough. But it is just “Good Enough” for them.

The flip side is that there are many carrying around a pain and a baggage that is so great on a daily basis and Men and women feel stuck and don’t know how to move on from the pain…such as loneliness, heartbreak, emptiness, being out of shape, broken relationships, financial difficulties, seperation, worthiness, & confidence, to name only a fraction of the hurt that people feel.

Pain accumulates and accumulates and we will carry it until the burden gets too great and we have no choice but to seek for a better way to do things differently.

If the pain is so great in areas of your life. Consider it’s not too late to change and to SEEK for a better way, HUNT for your calling and who yo want to become, and therefore be able to LISTEN and get clear.

Question: Where in your life is the pain starting to be so great that you need to make a change?

Question: Where has there been a voice speaking to you asking you to change, but you’ve ignored the knocking?

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!


It is difficult during our normal routines to have a sense of graditude and greatfulness. Isn’t it part of human nature to start the day with a sense of angst about the unknown? It’s easy to get wrapped up in our thoughts of what is to come, then to live in the now then to be greatful for what is.

With the present pandemic & uprooting of our normal routines and habits, we for sure lose a sense of predictability and it makes us feel a lack of control. Even in normal times I would have you consider that we battle daily with wanting to control and avoid any uncomfortable situations.

No doubt that even in normal times it takes intentional selfawarenss to overcome our thoughts and to understand where those thoughts come from. We now see ourselves in sort of a grieving state for what was and are trying to adapt.

I get it! I would not be honest if I told you I didn’t feel the pressure and too fall victim to my mind wandering about what if this happens and what if that happens.

I ask you to go deep within yourself and to search yourself how you can come out of this pandemic time stronger, more selfaware, and more Greatful.

Be greatful for the now and leave what is to come for the future.

~Clarity Hunt~

Stay In It!


How do we define the 3 Pillars of Clarity Hunt in simple words and thoughts?

Awaken, Purge, Out with the old, In with the new, Wanting more, worthiness, who do you want to become, why do you want to become that person, how would you feel to be that person, Yearning, Longing, wanting to feel wanted.

Lion, Lioness, Put in the work, Purposeful, Intentional, Habits, Routines, Structure, Journey, Becoming, The process, Grinding, Showing up, Commited

To the voice that speaks to you, Meditation, Revelation, Direction, Mindfulness, Selfawareness,
Awareness of others, Instinct, thoughts, Intuition, Discernment.

Outcome, Results, Balance, Act of being and becoming, Knowing Purpose.

The 3 Pillars above when committed too will result in more Clarity in your life. NOT PERFECTION! Perfection doesn’t exist. Life is constantly changing, and we either do the work or we don’t. FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE PROCESS OF BECOMING IS ESSENTIAL!

There are good days and there are bad days in commitment for everyone.

However understand your ability to find Clarity will be the direct result of how much work you are willing to do on yourself consistently and where you are going and who you want to become.

When you begin to falter and stop SEEKING you will know longer be able to hunt and listen. There will be nothing that speaks to you. If stopping understanding who you want to become and why you want to become that person, you will not enjoy the process and perfection doesn’t exist!

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!


It is in the night that you always find the light.

Not when things are comfortable. .
The sun will rise tomorrow and you can choose to live presently and victoriously!

Positivity and Love Coming at you!

Stay In It! Stay Strong! Stay On Your Path!

Welcome to the Hunt!

The Voice Inside You

β€œThe Voice” By Shel Silverstein
There is a voice inside of you
That whispers all day long,
“I feel this is right for me,
I know that this is wrong.”
No teacher, preacher, parent, friend
Or wise man can decide
What’s right for you–just listen to
The voice that speaks inside.”

The End

Stay In It! Welcome To The Hunt!

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